Picture: Napoleon 1 Bonaparte was crowned as French emperor in 1804, painting by Jacques-Louis David. The pope came to crown him, but he took the crown himself and put it on his head, as a demonstration of the antagonism between the papacy and the imperial power. Many would probably argue that there must be something wrong here, on one side or the other or perhaps on both. But are you able to say what is true and right?
In 2017 I was writing about apologetics and Jesus answering me that I am loved by a three-time holy God.
When Christianity became the state religion in the Roman Empire, the traditionally learned upper class entered the church and the traditionally Christians came into a defensive position to defend their faith, so a theological discipline was developed that was called apologetics. It comes from “apology”, which means to apologize for being wrong, thinking wrong and doing wrong. Now apologetics is defined like this, quote from Apologetics – Store norske leksikon :
Apologetics is a theological Discipline whose purpose is to justify and defend Christianity the right to be considered the true one Religion.
END OF QUOTE.
What should we apologize for and why should we apologize? Christianity is that Jesus is the Lamb of God who bore the world’s of sin and atoned for it with his death on the cross, so that we in our soul and thought life must choose to come to him, bow down to the cross and acknowledge our sin before him and ask him for grace and forgiveness. Then we get to experience that his blood cleanses us from all injustice and we are filled with the Holy Spirit. Jesus is the bread of life that came down, like manna from heaven, to pray with faith is like eating of the bread and to experience that Jesus’ words are spirit and life for us. This is how he wakes us up to life in fellowship with him and the Father, such is the Christian revival. We get to come to him and drink of the water of life and it becomes a kettle that wells up to eternal life in us. This is how we enter into right worship, God is spirit and those who want to worship him must worship in spirit and truth (John 4:13-26).
In the first Christian era, it was required that everyone should worship the emperor, in addition to worshipping the gods in the old religion. The Christians could not agree to this, therefore they were persecuted. When Christianity became the state religion of the Roman Empire, the two bishops of Rome and Constantinople gained great power in the church, so that it was divided into the Roman Catholic Church and the Greek Orthodox Church, just as the Roman Empire was divided. The bishop of Rome was called pope and became more and more worshipped like the Roman Emperor. Thus came the apostate into the church, the papacy was like the desolate abomination that stood on holy ground again. They claimed Christ was so strict that common people could not pray to him directly, but had to go through the pope, priests and saints, but it was also to present an alternative to converting to Christ. Such resistance and opposition we still meet.
In 2009 I wrote about apologetics, especially as mathematics was used as an argument for believing in God. But Jesus said to me that the Word that I had often spoken, was spirit and life and it was liberating. He said I should go into the Word and go into ready-made works. I should not go crouched down and carry Him, but He should carry me. I understood that He wanted to carry both me and the mathematical description of the universe, yes, because it is He who has created it that way.
I can say like Descartes “I think, therefore I am”. And then I can imagine a God who also thinks, but who is not made of sticks and stones. He is spirit and he is invisible, but exists even if I do not think, even if I die and be laid in the grave, then he will save me from death and the grave and give me eternal life. Jesus gives me spirit and life from heaven and wakes me up to life in fellowship with him and the Father, so that I can experience that he carries me here and now. So that I would experience that I am on the inner basis his co-worker.
2008.09.28.Zion.Walk in ready-made works. – Blessing from heaven through faith in Jesus.
In 2009 I traveled to Oslo and started practical pedagogical teaching at the University of Oslo. I have written about this here:
I moved back to Sunnmøre in 2017 and in November the same preacher had a meeting at Zion Åheim again and the Lord answer me again, quote from https://blessings-from-heaven.com/2026/09/17/lev-i-fridomens-fullkomne-lov-sion-aheim-5-11-2017/ :
Interpretation of tongues by Arnstein.
“You have felt the condemnation in your life and felt that you cannot meet the claim that you think should be to be a Christian. But you must know that the claims that were to you have been settled, they have been paid, they are finished. You must know that you cannot add anything, for it is fully settled for you. And you can rejoice and rejoice in my Word, rejoice and rejoice in salvation, rejoice and rejoice in the freedom in my name. So go into my Word and see there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has freed you from sin and the law of death. Therefore you are free by virtue of the cross of Calvary. Read it, receive it, believe it. You will know the free judgment in me, says the Lord. … new … hope.
My Word, there is light and there is light at the foot. And you need my Word to be able to walk on the way and experience joy in me, says the Lord. Therefore you must take in the Word, you must not leave the book closed, but must take in the Word. Open the book, open your Bible and read the Word and let the Word work in your life. Then you will know and experience that the Word makes you free, you will know that the scriptures have been opened to you, says the Lord. Then you live in the perfect law of freedom. And you know that it is not you who carry Christ, but Christ who carries you. And know that you have joy and peace in the Holy Spirit. So be of good mood, my child, you are loved by God. And you will know and experience that I will walk with you. I am with you always, when you live in my presence, live in the Word. Amen.”
Ten years after I went to Oslo, I wrote about apologetics again, I wrote about how they with the mathematical description of the universe arrived at the Big Bang Theory, not all of this can be substantiated empirically, the natural science method has its demarcation, so we cannot expect it either, as natural science it is a hypothesis, but we cannot expect that we will be able to test it, so it is most correct to call it natural philosophy.
One has to be very smart and clear-headed to gain insight into this and try to understand it, so I can see it as an honor that I have tried and gained some insight into it, but will must to see my limitations.
I had to prioritize to devote myself wholeheartedly to the Lord, that was the most important and fundamental thing in my own life. With the purification in the blood of Jesus, I can seek Him from a pure heart, so that I can see with the open eye of my heart and get the right spiritual insight and I think it is important to get insight with mind and understanding as well.
And he answered me that I am loved by a three times holy God, it made me think of the Trinitarian God. I moved home to Sunnmøre and this was at a meeting in Zion Åheim, again, with the same preacher.
Prophetic message by Arnstein.
At the end of the speech, Arnstein made this statement:
“…., I know of the battles you have, I know of your night-waking, but I walk with you, I carry it with you. So trust in my Word, trust in my promises. I am a shadow by your right hand. I have not forgotten you. I have not forsaken you. But what you experience in life you feel, it is not fair. But life can be difficult, you can face adversity. But think that I walk with you. I am a shadow by your right hand. Then you will rest in my nail-marked hands. Seek me in the hiding chamber with me. Let me be allowed to carry with you. And become aware that I am a God who hears, a God who knows your name, a God who knows your address, who knows where you live. It is I who have sustained you. Amen.”
Speaking in tongues by a woman, interpretation by Arnstein.
“The day you said yes to me, my child, you said yes to freedom (acquittal), you said yes to healing, and you agreed to follow me, that I should be allowed to lead your life. That applies even today. I see you are tired, I see you are having a hard time. But leave things to me. Your intellect may often prevent you from doing that. But leave all things to me, even what seems impossible today. I make the impossible possible. And what was nothing, I chose to put to shame what was something. If you feel like nothing, you are nothing compared to others, but think that I love you as you are. You have an identity of your own, you are created in God’s image. And you are loved by the three-time holy God. So seek me, search into my Word, when you come home. Search the lonely chamber and pray to me. I will answer, I will answer in my time, says the Lord. So be bold and seek me.
Life, it is not mere roses, you have discovered that, life is also things that are difficult, it is edges which meet you. But you should know that I who have promised, I who have born you again, I have promised to be with you until the last day, until you leave this world. So trust me. Put in that gear in your life, that you seek me in the morning. That I can be the one who leads you through the day. That I can be allowed to be part of building your life further. Also in the context of other people, there you will be of help. There are many around you who need help, there are many who long for someone to talk to. And you can be a partner and a conversation partner that someone can talk to. So be bold. In both my hands I have drawn you too. And you will know this, that I will walk with you, for the rest of your life, when you seek me. Amen.”
Relevant Bible verses.
Rev.2:12 “To the angel of the church in Pergamum write: These are the words of him who has the sharp, double-edged sword.
13 I know where you live—where Satan has his throne. Yet you remain true to my name. You did not renounce your faith in me, not even in the days of Antipas, my faithful witness, who was put to death in your city—where Satan lives.
14 Nevertheless, I have a few things against you: There are some among you who hold to the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to entice the Israelites to sin so that they ate food sacrificed to idols and committed sexual immorality.
15 Likewise, you also have those who hold to the teaching of the Nicolaitans.
16 Repent therefore! Otherwise, I will soon come to you and will fight against them with the sword of my mouth.
17 Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give that person a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to the one who receives it.
Jesus keeps laying me on the altar.
At a meeting in Philadelphia on 27.11.2022, Jesus told me that He would put me on the altar again and again and I should give myself completely to Him.
Quote from https://blessings-from-heaven.com/2026/09/25/2022-11-22-philadelphia-ulsteinvik-jesus-keeps-laying-me-on-the-altar/ :
Interpretation of tongues.
Inge speaks in tongues from the pulpit, then came Jarle Nygjære with a message, it was likerly the interpretation of the tongues, (It’s slow to start up the video, so I didn’t get the start):
“….. but still that lies there like an abscess with pain in your life. Know, my child, you are not lost in any way, says the Lord, you are my child, and I will help you on the way, says the Lord. Just be safe, when you stick to me, you will see, I will help you on your journey, says the Lord. I have said it many times before, I do not walk behind you, my child, I go before you. And know … before you and I know what you will meet during the days, says the Lord, I will be with you. I have said it so many times, know my child, where you walk, I walk. I walk by your side, I walk by your walk. And I am not far from any of you, says the Lord, but my child, you who are struggling with things in your life, turn to me again. Do not give up. If you have asked me a thousand times to take away this that you know is so difficult, then know, one day there was one in a way that you have not thought about in your own life. And you have thought of thoughts where to solve this. But know, trust me, says the Lord, I am gentle and patient. I take you on the altar again and again and I do not stand there with any swipe, says the Lord, I will not beat you my child, because I love you. I want you to turn, you will give yourself 100% of your life to me and you will see, when you do, you will walk safely through the day. You will not go with any accusation, because I love you, my child, I will help you on the way. Amen.”
I get to offer the body as a living holy sacrifice for God’s pleasure, yes, Christ lay me again and again on the altar and say I shall give myself 100% to Him. When I commented on this, I wrote about both Virtual and Real (two women). I had asked Jesus to give me a saved woman as a wife and when I receive it like this, I expected that He would give it to me in accordance with the creation story and that God creates us in Christ. I was to offer the body as a living holy sacrifice for God’s pleasure and then I was to give myself completely to Him, the whole body that is. And then I was not to accept any complaint against me. It indirectly reveals the Devil’s strategy, to bring complaints against people to try to gain power over them.
I imagine that I myself will make myself small like such a little child as he takes in his arms.
Matthew 18: 2 He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them.
3 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.
4 Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
5 And whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me.
It was the season for me to seek God in solitude and then I was going to bring forth the dream that he had given me and dream great with Him.
Jesus has made us a royal priesthood. Offering the body as a living holy sacrifice for God’s good pleasure is part of this priesthood, so it is our daily sacrifice. In this way we tests what is God’s will and it can result in a prophetic message.
From 2024 onwards, Jesus has spoken to me through prophecies by Elin Therese Slotten that she has posted on youtube. He said it was the season for me to seek him in solitude, in comparison with Elijah in the wilderness. It was because of Israel’s fall and because of the fall, they were later abducted to Babylonia. Daniel checked in the prophecies of Jeremiah and found that they would be allowed to come back to their country after 70 years, but then Daniel prophesied that the daily sacrifice would be taken away, so the fall came in again. Later it came into the church as well and it seems that they are trying to get it into the free church as well, because when I want to acknowledge my faith in Christ in the free church, I get resistance, it is as if they want to replace the truth with the destructive abomination.
Dan.12:9 He replied, “Go your way, Daniel, because the words are rolled up and sealed until the time of the end.
10 Many will be purified, made spotless and refined, but the wicked will continue to be wicked. None of the wicked will understand, but those who are wise will understand.
11 “From the time that the daily sacrifice is abolished and the abomination that causes desolation is set up, there will be 1,290 days.
12 Blessed is the one who waits for and reaches the end of the 1,335 days.
13.1.2024 You have gone through much pain, but it will turn around. Your reward will be great. Prophetic message by Elin Therese Slotten.
“You have gone through much pain, but now it will turn. Your reward will be great. You have gone through much my child and still been faithful. You have had storm after storm, but still believed me and sought me. You have held on, even though it cost you all of strength. You have prayed, you have fasted, you have cried, and you have hoped! Even though you saw no light, even though you did not hear my voice, because the sound of the storm was so loud in your life, you have not turned away. My beloved child, you have held on when others gave up! You continued to show others the way, even when there were so many questions in your heart. You never failed and never denied me. My child, I have never abandoned you for a second. You have never been alone or forgotten by me! All heaven knows your name and your faith is seen and admired in heaven! Your reward is immense and it will never be taken away from you. Your love for me is now tested and refined in fire and my heart is infinitely touched by your surrender and faith, even through your many tests and trials. You were never forgotten, my child. You are important! Every word you have spoken is written down. I will bless you richly, my child. My promises are true. All things will work for your good. What the devil meant to destroy you with, I will use against him, to destroy him! Know my beloved child that all your trials did not come from me. The devil comes to destroy, murder, and steal, but I come to give you life, and that in abundance. You will have a life of abundance as long as you do not deny my name. Your reward is great, my child, and you will see my salvation over your life and family.”
Comment.
I grew up in the church and was taught to call upon Christ as my savior and Lord and ask him to save my loved ones and pray so for the people and the country as well. When I was nine years old I acknowledged that salvation was the opposite of being fooled and deceived as in the fall, so I began to ask him to save man from it as the first priority and give me a saved woman as the second priority.
But in church and society there are evidently many who reckon themselves to be so wise that they despise the faith of children and think this to be foolishness, so that they even regard it to be wrong. But it is the Devil who is out and tries to deceive and seduce the woman as in the fall and then uses her to lure the man along. Then he brings a complaint against both the woman and the man, in order to gain power over them, judge them and kill them. For the man was condemned to death after the fall and that is the Devil’s aim. It is on the individual level, but not just that, it is politics. In this way he fights especially against the white man, since he has confessed to believe in Christ.
So this is how the Devil has meant to use a woman to destroy me, but Jesus has conquered him and what the Devil wanted to use to destroy me, Jesus will use to destroy him with.
Gen. 3: 13 Then the LORD God said to the woman, “What is this you have done?” The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”
14 So the LORD God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this, “Cursed are you above all livestock and all wild animals! You will crawl on your belly and you will eat dust all the days of your life.
15 And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and hers; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel.”
16 To the woman he said, “I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.”
But I have asked Jesus to give me a saved woman for a wife, since I was young and he has conquered the devil, the world and death and is powerful enough to save her.
I talk to Jesus and write to him about my dreams and longings and he thinks it is his greatest treasure, so he wants me to go forward with it. So it is the season for me to sit in peace in solitude, in comparison with Elijah in the wilderness.
Prophetic penance by Elin Therese Slotten 18.3.2024, quote from 2024.3.18. ETS: Jesus longs for you to ask Him for greater things. Maranata 2.7.2023: Be heaven-turned. – Blessing from heaven by believing in Jesus. :
“I see everything you have said and written down to me, says the Lord, I keep it as my greatest treasure. Everything is preserved and taken care of with me. You are precious and important. What you share with me about your dreams and longings is important to me. Do not think for a moment that I have not heard it or seen it or do not care. I love you increadebly much. I long for you to ask me for even greater things. Now is the time for you to dare to ask me for more. Believe me for more than what you can see. Ask me to show you how much you are loved by me. Ask me to show you the greater works I have meant for your life. Believe me for more. Cry out to me, and I will show you great and unimaginable things. Things you do not know. Ask me to show you what to believe me for and I will put it on your heart. I have intimate fellowship with those who fear me and I will show them my covenant. Elijah was a man under the same conditions as you. And he prayed passionately that it should not rain and it didn’t rain on the earth for three years and six months. The prayer of a righteous person works with great power. Your prayers are important and they work. Obey me. Obedience is better than sacrifice. I long for my children to have fellowship with me daily, listen to my leading and voice, walk in step with my heart. Do not go when there is a time to sit, but walk in step with my times and seasons. Without a close, intimate relationship with me, it is impossible for you to act from my heart. Come and sit close to me, hear my heartbeat beating for you and I will show you my times and ways for you. I have even more for you, my beloved child. Do not have the visible before your eyes, but the things that are invisible. For the things that are seen end, but the things that are invisible are eternal. Now is the time to believe me for more, also for you.”
Jesus said he had put dreams and longing in my heart, for a long time I held on to it, but then I gave up and put a lid on it. But it was mine and he wants me to take it forth and dream great with him.
Prophetic mesasage by Elin Therese Slotten:
“You have dreamed big with me, my child. There was a time when you accepted the calling I put in your spirit. I put dreams and longings in your heart and I gave you pictures of what was to come. You held on to it and dreamed about it for a long time. But then one day you gave up the calling and put a lid on what was once given to you. Time passed and you never saw what you dreamed of. And you thought that it was just a dream that will never happen. But my child, that dream was given to you by me. It wasn’t just from your own heart. You may have forgotten and put a lid on it, but I haven’t forgotten it. You will reap if you just don’t give up and lose heart. I call you today to believe me again. Bring forth what was once given to you and dream big with me. Don’t give up and don’t be discouraged because it’s yours. I gave you visions of my purpose and plan for your life and it will never be taken away from you. I am able to put it into action. I am able to do far more than you ask me and can understand. You are called and you are still mine! Even if the dream takes longer than you thought it would, that doesn’t mean I’m not faithful to put it into action. Let me do my work in you and trust me. When you ask for something that is according to my will, it will be given to you.”
Comment.
Jesus said that I had put a lid on what once had been given to me, then I think of the winter of 1977, six months after I started studying science in Bergen. For I thought it was problematic to combine the two ways of thinking, the methods of science and to seek fellowship with God on the basis of the gospel. But God reconciled the world with Him when Jesus died instead of us and it is only by believing that He rose from the dead and fixing my eyes on Him that I can combine it.
The Lord: “Your pain has put a lid on your sight, so that you have not seen me there.”
2024.06.26. Prophetic penance by Elin Therese Slotten,
https://www.youtube.com/@elinthereseslotten2987 , quote:
“You have been through a lot, my child. The evil one has been after your life again and again. You have felt alone, as if I have not seen you and that I have abandoned you. But you were never alone, my child. I have been there, close by your side through every storm that hit you. I will never leave you, my beloved child. You are precious! I know that your pain has put a lid on your vision, and that you have not seen me there. But I never left you, not for a second! The evil one shall pay for all the evil he has done to you, and I have promised you in my word that I will turn everything for good to those who love me. Good fruits will come out of your pain! It will not be in vain! Your life will bear fruit for me and you will be victorious! What the devil meant by evil and your destruction, I have used against him and you have tortured him with your constant devotion and love for me, through your adversity. As the rain allows everything that lives to grow, tears and pain can produce blossoming and maturity. You stand steadier today than ever and you will continue to grow with me! You will carry my glory and healing to this world. You will be my hands and feet. I will adorn you with my gifts and glory and your wounds I will heal with gold. It will forever be a mark that all heaven will see. A visible proof of your victory over all attacks of the evil one. Your reward will be great and your joy will never end. All your choices and your affection have been noticed and seen. You are mine and I am pleased with you.”
The devil has put a lid on you, but now is the time for you to flourish.
2024.07.17. The devil has put a lid on you. But now is the time for you to flourish! Prophetic penance at the ELT.
Prophetic message by Elin Therese Slotten:
“Open your mouth and I will fill it, says the Lord. I want to use you, my child. You feel that you do not fit in and you think you do not have a role in my kingdom. But that is a lie from the father of lies. The world is good at putting my children in chains. The world has made its own system where some fit in and others do not. But I want to use what this world does not see. That which is low here in this world, to put the wise to shame. You have a great role in my kingdom and I want to use you mightily. Not in your own power, with my glory, says the Lord. You are called my child and you are seen! You are important and you have a task. A big task! Do not put limitations on yourself. People look at the outward appearance, but I look to the heart. I do not choose the qualified, but I qualify the selected. I have seen you, my child. I see how the world has judged you and put a lid on you. I see how the devil has stopped you again and again. But now is the time for you to flourish! You have long enough looked down on yourself and thought you are useless. But today, my child, I call you to take a step of faith. Resist the evil one and he will flee from you. Take my hand and trust me. Is there anything that is too difficult for me? Says the Lord. Is there something that is too difficult for me to use? No! Let me lead you out step by step, in your new life with me. You are called and important and you are loved! Open your mouth, and I will fill it! I will show you great and unimaginable things, things you do not know.”
Comment.
God created man and put him to cultivate and protect the garden, then he created woman so that she should be in help that suited for him and this was what she should help him with. It gave them meaning with life.
Life is surely a struggle for existence and it was in their common interest. But the Devil had a different meaning with it, to seduce a woman to oppose the man and destroy him with. In this way it was the struggle against his existence. Such is the woman’s fall, and such is the fall in the church.
The world has created a system where some fit in and others don’t, obviously to develop an elite that will rule over others. But our mission was to reach out to completely common human being with the joyful and liberating message of the gospel.
Jesus calls Christians who in their hearts are silently fallen, to meet them anew and heal their fall.
At Maranata’s national meeting on 7.11.2026, Jesus spoke to Christians who in their heart were fallen, but he called them to him to heal their fall. I imagine that it was top Virtuallla also, even though she hardly was there. She fell away and many with her. Quote from Laurdag 11.7.2026. Evening. Turn your eyes and minds up to Christ, take care of him and come to him. – Blessing from heaven by faith in Jesus. :
Speaking in tongues by a woman, interpretation by Birger.
“Yes, I have borne thee again by my Spirit, the Lord says, and I beg, I yearn, I desire the spirit which I have put into your heart, the Lord says. Seek me, come to me. But thou hast withdrawn, thou hast let thyself be filled with all the possible things. And the time that I long for, thou givest it to others, it thou givest to other tasks, other duties, but let me pass thou by. But I call thee, I want thee, I want thee, I want thee, I want thee in worship. I want thy heart, saith the Lord, and thou wilt come to me, and thou seekest me, and I shall fill thee.
My Spirit will again begin to burn in your heart. I will heal your fall, the Lord will say, I will heal your fall. Everyone else believes that you are right, that you are alive, that you are burning. But you know in your heart that you are fallen, that you are lukewarm. And you have lost your relationship and love for me. Let it come again and bow down before me, and I will fill you with the Spirit and the love that will again cause your hands to lift up in worship of me, says the Lord.
Yes, I will release my glory over you. I will release my glory over your family. I will will release my glory over your church. I will will release my glory over Norway as a nation. But you shall be with, you will be allowed to rise, you will take your place, you will worship me again in spirit and in truth, says the Lord. And when you worship me in spirit and truth, I will pour out my Spirit, says the Lord.”
Relevant Bible Verses and Commentary.
Rev.3,14 “To the angel of the church in Laodicea write: These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God’s creation.
15 I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other!
16 So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.
17 You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked.
18 I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.
19 Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent.
20 Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.
21 To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I was victorious and sat down with my Father on his throne.
22 Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”
How to get a Christian revival?
I have told you that I have asked Jesus to give me a saved woman as girlfriend and wife since I was young and have claimed that He has given me her as a song of praise in my heart and a dream that He will realize by giving me her as a girlfriend and wife, so it was God’s will and still is. So I can say like David, today if you hear his voice, do not harden your heart. If you have been deceived and fooled by sin, so that you even have become hardened, then there is still a medicine for it, to turn to Christ, bow down to the cross and confess sin to Him, so that you may be cleansed in His blood and filled with the Holy Spirit, so that you may have a new encounter with Him who was raised and is the Son of God by the Spirit of glory. He lives in the high and holy and with the one who is broken and bowed down in spirit, to awaken them to life in communion with Himself and the Father, and that is how we get Christian revival.
Isaiah 57:15 For this is what the high and exalted One says— he who lives forever, whose name is holy: “I live in a high and holy place, but also with the one who is contrite and lowly in spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly and to revive the heart of the contrite.
16 I will not accuse them forever, nor will I always be angry, for then they would faint away because of me— the very people I have created.
Alternatively, you still have the courage to go ahead and deny him and be lost.
